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please if you have time come stop by have a chat with me i'll be in there for a bit ! so yeah come on everyone your all welcoem even those of used i dont know just come hang out!

This is NOT i repeat NOT fair my heart is borken again.
My best friend Natasha pasted away from bone cancer not even a year ago and now aother one of my good friend has been told shes dieing of the exact same thing TT^TT why is this happening why is it happening to these sweet loving , ioncent poeple Lara is only 19 and tasha was only 12 not even a chance for a life to happen not even out of childhood. Why havent they found a cure yet we have given them MILLIONS OF BILLIONS Of dollors to find a cure why is it takeing so long will they ever cure it and if they do its to late for these young girls and all the others who have to die waiting for the cure. it hurts so much i need friends but when i fifnaly make thenm cancer steels them from me is it me? or am i ment to be alone forever TTYTT i wish i could do somthing but i cant and i know nobody is even likely to read this entry let along comment or even give a shit i cant expect you to understand what its like to see a loved one go thorugh so mucnh pain and suffering or to see them achurly die there heart achurly stop beaing you expect them to open ther eyes or take another breath but it just does happen

Love?
What is it ?
How Do You Fall in Love?
Why Do We Fall In Love with the people we do?
Why Do Certin Things about somebody attract us and not others.
How Do You Know If Your In Love or if its just a crush?
And What does it feel like to be in love?
Is There Somebody for EVERYONE , For Me Too ?

all my questions i know its a wierd journal update but its whats on my mind

hay IM BACK
OMFG the trip was the best experiance of my life apart from the sea sickness on wednesday but apart from that OMG it was so fun i made so many friends and was accepted by all i even had a bit of a crush on one guy >D but you'll never get it out of me ...maybe XD

anyway im posting pics now and will do a proper update probly tomorrow just for those who dont know i have just been on the leeuwin tallship sailing challange so its a five day sea voyage it kicked ass!